about 4 hours ago
You don't know how it feels when u get a bad mark. It actually counts.. You me redo the year and fail and you see other people who don't even deserve it having better grades than you .. It really pisses me off.. I cant stop having bad marks... I have 3 bad marks and 3 good until now. My average will become lower than the last time. I was always trying to make my parents proud of me once in their lives , but I don't get the result I deserve.. 2 years ago , I was thinking about suicide. Now , I have no clue , I will have a silent suicide : sleeping and never waking up. I hope that they know that I cared abut my studies , worked hard for them and my dreams , was always nice to my school friends and forever grateful to all of them. I treated everyone equally. I hope that one day , may god read my effort and give me what I deserve in each step. Please don't DM me. But meanwhile you can comment. Thanks for whoever cared about me. Please respect my privacy.